I wish I had

I don’t know why?
Some things so much yours are still that far away.
Some things you are so much determine but are so not confident about.
Some things seem so much correct in their incorrectness.
Some things you think are for you but those some things know where they belong.
You pine and dig hard inside you find nothing to reach those ‘some things’.
I don’t know why? I talk and write about those some things which were mine and never mine
I Cried and was swampy
For I with some little confidence
Said
“Let go those some things because there are better things there for you sometime.”

- namita kapur