By herself

Loner that I have become with the due course of time,
I blow dry my hair; look pretty,
And sit alone waiting....

Sometimes tuition classes become very important. She never thought it would though but it has now. She always kept a thought in her mind, “a place where I have to learn and seek help so that I get good result, no talking, chit-chatting there.” And exercised this thought unfailingly. However, today the thought has changed chairs; it is now a notion, jet-set-go and ready to change. At this moment, looking for a class has become a place to meet new people, to talk more and listen less, to plan out parties. Sitting for a long time home and preparing for something unachievable has caused this alter. Moreover, it is not a sudden upcoming but something which was waiting to pop-up. Inevitable!!! Or changeable!! Or
Unsettled loneliness finding an outlet in regular durations!!!
She is working hard not to succumb to it, by hovering around malls, cafes, cinema halls…..
I watched her sitting alone, all by her side.